Sex and the city ....

a rare moment.... i felt it

British Museum 3

British Museum 2

British Museum 1 (stalking the ants under my lens)

The mid 20's life crisis

Erm.........

I was watching the hills finale when i came across this profound statement, yes i said profound, and i couldn't agree with it more. im not sure if it applies exclusively to creatives or uni students, but a lot of my friends whom fit the criteria could not agree more.....

When applying it to my own life, its this limbo stage towards the end of 2nd yr going into my final year where im just not sure what to do next, im not sure what career i want, or may have, im not sure as a creative where i fit in the world of design,  and most scarily of all im not sure what life will be like after uni. This is definitely a life crisis of some sort.
unlike the mid life, where you have to some degree 'lived' your life and now crave change something new something daring if u will, I believe the mid 20 life crisis is the fear of not knowing what might be, what the future holds. the uncertainty of your dreams and your ability to achieve them......

So there u have it in the most basic of interpretations the mid 20's life crisis the fear of what might or might not be.

Aubrey Beardsley

Aubrey Beardsley an English Art Nouveau illustrator, i love his work. i love the simplicity of the black n white palette, i love the intircate detail and i love the elegance of his work and his main inspiration being women... as i myslef love drawing women ^_^ 

Lauryn Hill ---- Selah (full lyrics)

I love this song so much,  so much so ive had to re post it, with the full lyrics this time. It has easily been  one of the most influential songs of my life. I find it difficult to express myself PROPERLY (key word) at the best of times, but this song says it all......... please enjoy ♥

Nothing can be done against the truth
No matter how we remain in denial, yeah
Wasting time
Replacing time
With each empty excuse
But that'll only work a little while
Coping with despair
Knowing you're not there
Ashamed to just admit
I've been a fool
So I blame it on the Sun
Run away from everyone
Hoping to escape this ridicule
Trapped in misery
Wrapped so miserably
In this deception that im wearing like a skin

Dying to mantain
Oh I keep trying to explain
A heart that never loved me to begin
Oh I'm such a mess
I have no choice but to confess
That I've been desperately trying to belong
Lying to myself
And everybody else
Refusing to admit my right was wrong

And then He came
Selah
And it means
Praise and meditation
And then He came
Selah
And it means
Did you think about that?
And then He came
Selah
Oh and it means
Praise and meditation
And then He came
Selah
Oh and it means
That it is seen

How beautiful is fruit still in denial of its roots?
My guilty heart behaved so foolishly
This treason from within
That reasons with my sin
Won't be happy til it sees the death of me
Selfishly addicted
To a life that I depicted
Conflicted cuz it's not reality
Oh what's left of me
I beg you desperately
Cause me to agree with what I know is best for me
Please save me from myself
I need You to save me from myself
Please save me from myself so I can heal

The choices that Ive made
Oh have been nothing but mistakes
What a wasted use of space
Should I die before I wake?
In all of my religion
I've fortified this prison
Obligated to obey
The demands of bad decisions

Please save me from myself
I need You to save me from myself
Please save me from myself so I can heal

And then He came
Selah
And it means
Praise and meditation
And then He came
Selah
And it means
Did you think about that?
And He came
Selah
Oh and it means
Meditation
And then He came
Selah
Oh and it means
That it is seen

And then He came
And then He came
Then He came, then He came, then He came
And then He came